linear approximation

uzerinde minik bi delik -tercihan capi 0.35 mm- olan bi kutu.en basit fotograf makinesidir.camera obscura olarak da gecer.kendisi cinli filozof mo ti,adi da aristo tarafindan bulunmustur

kutu hazirlanip,deligin oldugu yuzeyin karsisina fotograf filmi konur.delik kapaliyken pinhole sabitlenir,delik acilir.delik capina gore deismekle birlikte,poz suresinin yaklasik 1 saati buldugu bile olur.yeteri sure pozlanan film karanlik odada cikarilir,gerekli kimyasallar uygulanir.hayirli olsun,cillop gibin bir negatif,basasagi fotografiniz oldu.gule gule kullanin,bakip bakip bana kufredin.

’abiiiii kantin kapandi,sigara almayi unuttuk mq’ cumlesinden sonra kisiyi dusuncelere iten pis durum.

yngwie j malmsteen abimizin pek de fena olmayan bi sarkisi.

the smoke has cleared
and i’m still standing here
my world’s gone down in flames
but still i have no fear
you’ve lied
you told your tale
you tried
to make me fail
you took your best shot
left me to rot
through all this i’ll never crash and burn
lesson learned
wearing suits
and driving shiny cars
you money hungry fools
what gives you the right to say
who gets to win, who is to lose
you’ve lied
you told your tale
you tried
to make me fail
you took your best shot
left me to rot
through all this i’ll never crash and burn
lesson learned
you’re such fools.

ferdi tayfur’un cook eski bi sarkisi.dikkatli dinlerseniz asmali konak’in main theme seysiyle cok benzer oldugunu farkedeceksiniz.

bana onu sormayin
unutmak istiyorum
artik hatirlatmayin
unutmak istiyorum

kalbimi kanatmayin
dunyami karartmayin
onu hatirlatmayin
unutmak istiyorum

aski beni yaksa da
umutlarim solsa da
unutmak zor olsa da
unutmak istiyorum

bu ask bitti sonunda
gitti kendi yolunda
onu omur boyunca
unutmak istiyorum

ona ait ne varsa
icimde paramparca
mazimi sayfa sayfa
unutmak istiyorum

inekcan neye guluosun cocuum,soyle de biz de gulelim.

final donemi bitince pek de heyecanli bi yonunun kalmadigi donemdir.son sinavdan sonra ’sikimden asagi babil’in asma bahceleri’ turkusu soylenerek bavul hazirligina girisilir.

’ben sana bakar miyim hic hiyar’ demenin hafifletilmis,ustu kapatilmis bicimi.

adam gibi gemi patlatan adami bulma senaryosunu islerken,yok ’biz uzayi katliyoz,kopru olusturuyoz zamanda,bak lan einstein-rosenberg koprusu yaptim nasi olmus,aha kizin gozune tuttum lazeri’ falan gibi absurd fiziksel terimlere girmis bokuk amerikan filmi.zaten optik sinavindan cikmisim yeni,bi sakinles yav

(bkz: kime gore neye gore)

arabaya celme takar,ucaga kafa atarik die de devam ettigi gozlenmistir.

biz kucukken amerikan osbiri die bilirdik yaw bunu,yalan mi?

prof.dr. ibrahim gunal’in verdigi phys211 kodlu introduction to optics adli dersin finalinde,kapinin acilmasiyla gozler, hayretler icinde eline koca tepsi dolusu cayi servis yapmakta olan, kantinci ersoy abi’ye bakiyordu.noluyoz lan demeye kalmadi,arkadan bi de kup seker tutan arkadas belirdi.helal olsun ibrahim hoca.senin ustune hoca tanimiyoruz.ustune ustluk bardaklari kendisi topladi.ogrencileriyle bu kadar ilgilenen bi hoca daha tanimadim

dream girls adli filmde oynadigini duydum.daha turkiye’ye gelmedi film.amerika’da gosterime yeni girmis olabilir.

bir celine dion sarkisi

for all those times you stood by me
for all the truth that you made me see
for all the joy you brought to my life
for all the wrong that you made right
for every dream you made come true
for all the love i found in you
ill be forever thankful baby
youre the one who held me up
never let me fall
youre the one who saw me through through it all

you were my strength when i was weak
you were my voice when i couldnt speak
you were my eyes when i couldnt see
you saw the best there was in me
lifted me up when i couldnt reach
you gave me faith coz you believed
im everything i am
because you loved me

you gave me wings and made me fly
you touched my hand i could touch the sky
i lost my faith, you gave it back to me
you said no star was out of reach
you stood by me and i stood tall
i had your love i had it all
im grateful for each day you gave me
maybe i dont know that much
but i know this much is true
i was blessed because i was loved by you

you were my strength when i was weak
you were my voice when i couldnt speak
you were my eyes when i couldnt see
you saw the best there was in me
lifted me up when i couldnt reach
you gave me faith coz you believed
im everything i am
because you loved me

you were always there for me
the tender wind that carried me
a light in the dark shining your love into my life
youve been my inspiration
through the lies you were the truth
my world is a better place because of you

you were my strength when i was weak
you were my voice when i couldnt speak
you were my eyes when i couldnt see
you saw the best there was in me
lifted me up when i couldnt reach
you gave me faith coz you believed
im everything i am
because you loved me

you were my strength when i was weak
you were my voice when i couldnt speak
you were my eyes when i couldnt see
you saw the best there was in me
lifted me up when i couldnt reach
you gave me faith coz you believed
im everything i am
because you loved me

im everything i am
because you loved me

nedense hic hoslanmadigim bi mekan olur kendisi.zaten hayatim boyunca icinde okuz gibi techno muzik calan ve saatte 15 km hizi gecmeyen arabalara ve icinde kafa sallayan ray ban gozluklu clubber tipli arkadaslara isinamamisimdir.bahceli de boyle bi yer iste.

tunali’daki yerfistigi’ndan ayri olarak burdaki yerfistigi disco’dur,karislarinizla yuzey alanini kolayca olcebilirsiniz.icerideki oksijen miktari,atmosferdekinin aksine %21 degil,anca %13 falandir.tea house desen fiyatlari kol gibi.kolanizdan aldiginiz her yudum yaklasik 25 ykr’ye tekabul eder..velhasil gidince bisey kazanmayip,gitmeyince de bisey kaybetmeyeceginiz yerler arasindadir.

portecho’nun 2-3 ay once cikan albumu.barindirdigi sarkilar:

1.sympathy
2.9pm
3.loose your head
4.one of a kind
5.papers
6.tick tock
7.shall we try
8.nina
9.somehow
10.nande
11.sand

bir phil collins sarkisi

you held my hand and then you slipped away
and i may never see your face again
so tell me how to fill the emptiness inside
without love, what is life? and anyone who knew us
both can see we always were the better part of me
i never wanted to be this free and all this pain, when does it go away?

then everytime i turn around and you’re nowhere to be found i know

i gotta long long way to go before i can say
goodbye to you oh, i gotta long long way i know
before i can say goodbye to all i ever knew, to you to you

from memory there is no hiding place turn on the tv and i see you there
in every crowd there’s always someone with your face
everywhere, trying not to care

then everytime i turn around and you’re nowhere to be found i know

i gotta long long way to go before i can say
goodbye to you oh, i gotta long long way i know
before i can say goodbye to all i ever knew

to you i wish you everything and all the best that life can bring
i only hope you think of me sometimes oh, and even though i fell the pain
i know that you will love again the time will come and you’ll move on

i gotta long long way to go before i can say
goodbye to you oh, i gotta long long way i know
gotta long way to go before i can say goodbye
before i can say goodbye to all i ever knew
to all i ever knew i gotta long way to go
before i say say goodbye, say goodbye
but i wish you the best girl oh and all of the rest to you

nasi annatilir bilmiorum ama hayatimda dinledigim ve ozel yere sahip olan belli sarkilar vardir ya,ama ozel birisiyle paylasilmayan.sadece seversin,tutkuyla.aha bu sarki da oyle iste benim icin.

(bkz: dunyayi kurtaran adamin görümcesi)

disardan sosyalist bi kafe gibi gozukmesine ragmen,fiyat listesinin o kadar da uygun olmadigi sicak mekan.saraba tovbeli oldugum halde hayatimin ilk ve tek sicak sarap deneyimini yasatmistir bana.o bakimdan severim orayi.guzeldir,ufaktir,sirindir.