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seeyouindisneyland

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the newborn sailor

seeyouindisneyland
elend’in 2003 tarihli winds devouring men albümünden...


at night we were drowning
mesmerized by your songs
we were lured
into the maze of your love

when the drop of life bursts
an ocean of joy
and freedom for the newborn sailor

through aeons of time
our eyes were smothered by the sun
now even in the dark we see ...
wanton light steers us no more
eyeless we sailed

when the drop of life bursts
an ocean of joy
and freedom for the newborn sailor

under war broken trees

seeyouindisneyland
elend’in 2003 tarihli winds devouring men albümünden...


skies visible
under the seaside shadows
by the city, by the gates

streets of sands/sadness strays

the war is over now
the pain is over now

fair eyes still can’t see
the healing time provides

warless i could not see

sous des cieux fades promesses
des horizons hallucines
la terre nous etait desormais etrangere
patris
pontos

les flots brises
le sillage ... un enclair
terre, mer, cieux melanges ...
seuls les vents hurlent a nos oreilles
nos yeux francasses que le sang aveugle...
sur une mer demontee, machine de colere

"watch over me"

beyond the velvet veil of fear
a firmamant of grieves
a century of burning

we were tempted by a shade...
in war times, only
the shell lonliness is safe
but under war-broken trees,
dreams come fast...

dreams come when you are weary of the sun.

worn out with dreams

seeyouindisneyland
elend’in 2003 tarihli winds devouring men albümünden...


don’t tear apart your name
it hides you, and it heals the pain

don’t tear out your love, you can’t depart from me
you’ll stay away from harm

abide bt me, when indecision strikes
down there with me
let me enfold you

i can’t escape our frail embrace
i bend under the morning light
but i could scale the face of life

mock me, mock me
if my voice is unsteady
i’m just worn out with dreams

under your pale, sardonic sky
i am watching myself crawl
down to me
down with me
onward a new path

let me enfold you

we cannot escape our frail embrace
we bend under the morning light

the poisonous eye

seeyouindisneyland
elend’in 2003 tarihli winds devouring men albümünden...


we’ve waited so long
my starving eyes
drunk to see

we’ve waited so long
blind
neither living nor dead

we could have died to see the world in bloom

poisonous eye

the eyes of men, they withered in the sun
and reason enslaves us no longer

yet vision is all that mathers
to a wayward traveller

another dream... another dream is all we are longing for

in every shade, a fragment of light,
in every shape, every colour, the chasms of solitude

in the temple of truth, we were burning
and we saw the dim sun swallow the sky

cast out by the scorn of men
in the desert of faces

can we live without shame?
can we die without pride?

poisonous eye

all joy is gone

seven eyes to see

all joy is gone

seven eyes to bleed

the wake of the angel

seeyouindisneyland
elend’in 1998 tarihli the umbersun albümünden...


am the eyes of the basilisk.

as you enter the forest of my sleep,
drawing aside the bushes of glimmering light,
you will remember the prayer of orion.

drifted in me, you are alone.

the hour approaches and the moon, dim as clay,
pours a sea of tears into our swollen eyes.
kill the dying in my soul, my love,
for death once dead bears no more dying then,
and you’ll be dead to strike the dead.

i have written your name so often
on the chiselled vault.
but my writing hands are the roots of my misery.

now everything stands still in the wake of the angel...

in the embrasure of heaven

seeyouindisneyland
elend’in 1998 tarihli the umbersun albümünden...


i’ll die without a whisper against you, my lord.

roses her eyes on the weary veil of dawn.

we were lost in a sea of darkness.
a darksom opalescent sky left us stranded
within the remnants of our dreams.
oblivion ensnared the azure in our visions.
the moon became as blood,
and i wash its reflection in my own blood
which dyes purple stars to ivory rain.
but we were lost in a sea of darkness.

and we met her, luvadea,
the first born of death.

plorans ploravit in nocte.
agnus dei, qui tollis peccata mundi,
requiem aeternam dona ei, domine.

we drank the water of life from a sapphirian stream.
an amethyst tear,
your thornless tear.
the offspring of david is the bright and morning star,
christ lucifer.

umbra

seeyouindisneyland
elend’in 1998 tarihli the umbersun albümünden...


we entered the heart of darkness.
and in the dead of light,
the seventh angel poured his vial into the air.

embosomed in my temple is a statue bereft of life.
sweet umberbird, lighten her eyes lest she sleeps the sleep of death,
for she has seen the face of god and her life must be preserved.

we met luvadea, maughter of mine,
and crowned her with emeralds and innocence.
but she was wearing the cobalt raiment of the angel of death.

your bloodstained hair sears me in a sea of snakes,
a sun of amaranths,
with rays crawling on the fields of tears.

adorn me in your torpid temple
and forgive me if i cannot wake this dormant smile in your eyes.
the cyllenian god did love my sweet music forlorn.

elohim, elohim sabaoth, eloô shaddaô, adonaô,

when the sun remains silent,
i will lay my angels down,
for the arch of my temple is a parchment of blood.

even death has fled from me.
i have seen the face of god
and yet my life has been preserved.

the bride of the lamb poured herself into me.
and despair fell on us,
as if we had entered the heart of darkness...

apocalypse

seeyouindisneyland
elend’in 1998 tarihli the umbersun albümünden...


deus in adiutorium meum intende.

o domine,
te ipsum luce velans,
prodis ex alis ventorum.
o domine,
exaudiens omnes preces,
admitte precationes suppliciaque tuorum.
o domine,
illustret facies tua
adytum tuum desolatum.

we hide from the face of god.

domine sabaoth, sabaoth domine

we hide from the face of god.

turn loose the angels of your face, lord sabaoth,
libera angelos faciei, domine deus sabaoth,
thou who hast the keys of hell and of death.
custos clavium infernorum atque mortis.
the sky torn apart, departed,
caelum laceratum
pours the fury of an empire pervaded.
furorem imperi pervasi profundit.
and the eyes of the lord are upon the sinful host.
conversi oculi domini ad improbas legiones.

we hide from the face of god.

coronam vitae dona nobis, adonai,
qui habes davidis clavem adamantinam.
nemo aperiet quod clusum a te,
quod apertum a te claudet nemo.

we hide from the face of god.

a door is opened in heaven,
we hide from the face of god
for the seventh among the seals has been broken.

and there was a silence in heaven.

moon of amber

seeyouindisneyland
elend’in 1998 tarihli the umbersun albümünden...


umbra,
we watch the moon of amber.
and again, the garden mourns its silent dream.
unguarded, some fragments of light linger in your sky.
were we like sublunary lovers
straying on the seas of your heart,
sailing down the streams of your mind,
soothing your marble face anew...

dim... in the shadows of our sun,
we have been blinded by agony,
our dazzling eyes empty of stars,
our voices wordless with fear,
our ears so envious of deafening,
our withdrawing souls longing for death,
we drowned in a moon of amber.

melpomene

seeyouindisneyland
elend’in 1998 tarihli the umbersun albümünden...


looked into the eyes of the basilisk.

beside the shores
of silver streaming sadness to be,
she came to me disguised as melpomene.
like asphodels winding through the chasms of heaven,
we were passing along the waves of the ocean
and slowly reaching the gates of the sun.

the beams of the night preceding me...
the streams of light preluding you...

the walls were weeping blood
but feverish was our waiting, love.
you once cherished our embrace
that day the horizon was weeping nights.
the instants of time were running low
and every shape set like bronze
reminded me of your name.

the shore landscaping your face...
the sea piercing through your eyes...
a sea died from the salt of our tears.

as the scale of a pearl preventing her from being an eye for the sun,
i am but death and stain within you.
as the foaming quiver of life softly soiling the surface of ennui,
you are the dream in me.

surround me with colours i am longing to see
and shadow that light upon me.

sear me in a sea of snakes.

du trefonds des tenebres

seeyouindisneyland
elend’in 1998 tarihli the umbersun albümünden...


horror, lucifer solutus,
anguis a catenis suis liberatus.
a sparkling shade of hate embraced the whole horizon.
a shadow of horror is risen
the sun is bent,
consumed with deepest sins.
terror rains from the skies.
de caelo pluit terrore,
igne et aestu, igne ardenti,
in fornacem ignis aeterni.
abyssus umbras suas ingentes
iacet in latera adamanteia.
nos devorat lux repercussa.
above your visions, a circumradiant sun,
and in your eyes, vibrant with echoes,
a deafening and neverending commotion.
the path of the angel is a firmament of tears.
fawn blazes of fury from the first eye of god.
mikhael. raphael. gabriel. uriel. raguel. sarakiel.
moloch. chamos. baalim. ashtaroth. astarte.
belial. beelzebub. apollyon.
in inferno reigned the enchanters of pain.
we write the scriptures of moans.
we spread the spawn of despair.

shaitan lucifer
lucifer, qui mane oriebaris.
kill me for thy name’s sake.

omega and alpha, the last and the first,
he that liveth through death and life inverted.
hell was not so dark a labyrinth to hide this face,
admire it scarred by lightnings.
for thee i beheld no mercy seat of gold...
but the screams of heaven crucified.
in profundis tenebrarum
aurei cruentique solis occasus.
dominus fletum e styge hausit,
solus beryllus continet lucentes illas lacrimas.
dominus fletum e styge hausit,
tamen in eius profundis abyssus abyssum invocat.
the light echoes the light.
the dead envy the dead.
our burned feathers cloud
the infinite reflexion of the decentred moons.
in the dead of night,
the heart of the night
knows a more shining star.

sub atro sole
tenebris lucet abyssus temporis.
domini nomen foedatum,
peritum regnum caelorum.

i unname thee, ialdabaoth.

under a black sunset
every creature foundered
in the petrifying abyss of time.
paradise regained!
paradise regained!
paradise regained!
we’ll reap the fruits of glory...

miserere

les tenebres du dehors

seeyouindisneyland
albüme isim veren parça.


lamentorum tuorum error cordes nostra refrigerat,
lacrimarum tuarum tener ros adustiones mitigat...
stella diuma, caelum tuam lucem continere non potest...

as i entered the limbs of solitude,
cum lucifer paulatim penetraret
cum penetrares sinum tenebrarum
the darkness grew deep inside me
in simun limborum solitudine,
reflected in the eyes of the statue
eum tenebrae impleverunt
lux te reliquit
of what i once was and no more shall be.
atque chaos interius astri morientis
in oculis statuae angelicae repercussum...

[english translation:]

the outer darkness

your aimless dirges cool our hearts,
the soft dew of your tears appeases the burns.
morning star, the heavens cannot preserve your radiance.

as lucifer penetrated
as you entered the heart of darkness

into the innermost abode of solitude,
and surrounded yourself with solitude,

darkness filled him
the light abandoned you



dancing under the closed eyes of paradise

seeyouindisneyland
elend’in 1996 tarihli les tenebres du dehors albümünden...


sopor aeternus...

o mortis secretum, ubi finis nervorum?
o funeris algor, ubi sonus somniorum?

the insane wine of the night misled my soul
at the confluence of dream and of pain...
we dance under the closed eyes of paradise,
and our eyes tear the insane space
of the light.

saltemus sub oculis coniventibus paradisi!

the voilence of the winter moon
spreads a mantle
of cold icy pain over my petrified landscape.
seized by the freezing frosts
of the diabolic winter,
our hearts breathe the winds of sadness.

saliamus, saliamus aeterno,
saltemus, saltatum mortis!
saliamus, saliamus!

but what is in my heart can only be read
by the winds
that gathered my words of pain.
the veil of the nigth falls at your feet
revealing the views of the fiery sky.
kyrie eleison.
the gentle sapphirian night wrapped me
in its maternal warmth
and her hair, studded with stars,
had a scent of sensuality
as i lay embraced in her sweet caress.
how tender is the nigth
in her amorous delights.

where are the flowers i gave you, my love?
the amaranth, the rose and the lily.

buried within the glacial vault
of my thoughts,
take from me this fading breath,
enfold me in your veil of darkness
to celebrate the reign of black eternal night.

and in the snows, glittering
in the cold fragile moonlight,
appeared the incandescent flowers...
the blood of angels,
said one of our round.
"our blood".

we dance...
...and the blowing of the winds is
our only music,
we dance.

antienne

seeyouindisneyland
elend’in 1996 tarihli les tenebres du dehors albümünden...


errante à jamais sous la lune blafarde et voilée,
qui pleure la nuit, la pluie des douleurs étherées,
la pierre au doux visage, levant ses yeux étoilés,
guette l’âme seulette qui va au travers des cieux
son envirant périple - rêve inachevé des dieux!
et songe, sous l’if sombre et le cèdre mystérieux,
voler cet attelage avant qu’il n’atteigne des lieux
que son impuissance empierrée ne saurait explorer.
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