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discovering the waterfront

scapegoat
silversteinin 2005 yilinda cikan 2. studyo albumune ismini veren $arkidir.


i will promise myself i won’t care
distracting myself from your stare
and i’ve seen this mistake once before
with your games i will never fall for

i’ve hung up my guns
i won’t kill again

i won’t forget you
i won’t forget you
i’m not gonna let you win
(i’m not gonna)

but i’m tired of lying
tired of fighting you
and it’s not gonna change

you asked for my heart
you know that i’m down
but not the way you lie to me
and tear it all apart
and beg for me to stay

i’ve sailed off to sea
i’m not coming back

i won’t forget you
i won’t forget you
i’m not gonna let you win
(i’m not gonna)

but i’m tired of the lying
tired of fighting you
and it’s not gonna change

counting down
make that sound
and you know it makes no sense

counting down
till you mess around
and i know you can’t ever change
when i’m trembling
thrown overboard
when i’m ready to relive the past

counting down
make that sound
break the silence

pretend it’s not forever
i’ll pull myself together
i’ll say that i’ll forget her
i’ll breathe

and i’ll say she never hurt me
and look at it as learning
and laugh about the good and the bad

because i will live forever
we don’t belong together
i know i’ll feel better
one day when i can make it through

i won’t forget you
i’m not gonna let you win
(i’m not gonna)

but i’m tired of lying
tired of fighting you
and it’s not gonna change

i won’t forget you
(counting down)
i’m not gonna let you win
(counting down)
i’m tired of the lying
tired of fighting you
and it’s not gonna change

fist wrapped in blood

scapegoat
discovering the waterfront albumunden bir silvertein $arkisidir.


come on!

finish me off, follow the plan.
break all the bonds, sever the ties.
and now your mission is complete,
find and destroy me.
torturing me, with words from your lips.
filleting my skin, pulling my teeth.
please forgive me for not being good enough.

drown your sorrows in my pain
and it’s something you can’t explain.
when i’m choking on words you’ll never say,
and you’ll never feel the same.

bound and gagged,
i cannot move or speak these things i want to say
i can’t explain them anyway.
so if i had it all again,
if i could start from the first words i ever said,
i would do it all the same.

drown your sorrows in my pain
and it’s something you can’t explain.
when i’m choking on words you’ll never say,
and you’ll never feel the same.

your joy is my pain.
my fingers are yours to cut off
and my bones are yours to shatter in pieces.
my teeth are yours to pull out
and my soul is yours to slowly rip apart.
i can’t trust anyone i meet.
from now on, my chest
feels more like a fist wrapped in blood.

the ides of march

scapegoat
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tie me up with sheets, and hang me from your tree
i’ll stay out here all night, it doesn’t even matter
as long as i can see, into your room and feel
like i’m inside your life, i’ll follow you forever

don’t cut me down just yet, i’ll make things right again
don’t close your blinds on me, on me...

i will never recover from this
i will never believe in this again
and i can never go back to the way i used to be before this started

the snow won’t go away, my nose runs down my face
no one sees me here, it doesn’t even matter
and every step i take, i stay in the same place
i can’t begin to start again why can’t i just be perfect?

i will never recover from this
i will never believe in this again
i can never go back to the way i used to be before this started

i will never recover from this
i will never believe in this again
i can never go back to the way i used to be before this started

(you!)you see my ghost and you’ll never forget it
(you!)my face is as white as the snow that haunts me
(you! you can’t!)your windows my door and nothing can stop me
(you!)sometimes betrayal can make you happy

don’t cut me down just yet, i’ll make things right again
don’t close your blinds on me, on me...

i will never recover from this
i will never believe in this again
i can never go back to the way i used to be before this started

(you!)i will never recover from this
(you!)i will never believe in this again
(you!)i can never go back to the way i used to be before this started
(you!)

smile in your sleep

scapegoat
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when i’m lying in your bed play the motions through my head
you know that i’m thinking, i’m thinking...
and i have reasons to believe that i’m not the only
one you spend this time with, but i’ll stay...

[chorus]
you say...your weak,
you wont let me down [x2]
you lie through your teeth
you smile in your sleep [x2]

when we met you said we were the same, you know
that we’re different, we’re different,
and all the times you promised me that everything would
work out in the end, you were gravely mistaken

[chorus]

you lie [x4], you lie through your teeth
you wont let me down, you lie
i deserve better than this

i dream of steel, maroon and white, your end(x4), you gasp for air, i’ll see this through, i’ll see through you, your pale(x4), your pale blue eyes

when you’re lying in your bed, the eulogy’s been read
you know that it’s fitting, you lie

[chorus]

you smile [x4] i deserve better than this.

your swords vs my dagger

scapegoat
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i’m cutting through, your bleeding out
and i would tell the truth, but i can’t help myself
red rushes out, dissect this nerve
and i’ll stop myself before i reach my cell

i wasn’t asking for the world
and you know that i’m not one to follow through
all these city streets the people look the same
and i can see your face, and i can hear your name
i wasn’t asking for the world

you’re stabbing in, permanent scars
and you’ll justify it all inside yourself
you’ve finished me, my pulse is gone
and you’re satisfied to put this all to hell

i wasn’t asking for the world
and you know that i’m not one to follow through
all these city streets the people look the same
and i can see your face, and i can hear your name
i wasn’t asking for the world

drink the poison when you think it’s over
(drink the poison)
stabbing yourself when you think it’s too late
tragic endings are your thing; you love them
(tragic endings)
you love letting go, the ending’s the same
drink the poison when you think it’s over
(drink the poison)
inevitable, verona lives inside of you

i wasn’t asking for the world
and you know that i’m not one to follow through
all these city streets the people look the same
and i can see your face, and i can hear your name
i wasn’t asking for the world

forever and a day

scapegoat
when broken is easily fixed albumunden bir silverstein $arkisidir.


i thought we’d be together forever.
but it seems i was wrong and everything’s falling apart.
think of what i’ve done for you.
think of all that we’ve been through.
i hope every time he breaks your heart you think of me
and how i was to you.
everything’s falling apart.
one day you’ll see just how good i was.
and i thought that we’d be together forever.

there is a place where the sidewalk ends
and before the street begins,
and there the grass grows soft and white,
and there the sun burns crimson bright,
and there the moon-bird rests from his flight
to cool in the peppermint wind.

let us leave this place where the smoke blows black
and the dark street winds and bends.
past the pits where the asphalt flowers grow
we shall walk with a walk that is measured and slow,
and watch where the chalk-white arrows go
to the place where the sidewalk ends.

yes we’ll walk with a walk that is measured and slow,
and we’ll go where the chalk-white arrows go,
for the children, they mark, and the children, they know
the place where the sidewalk ends.

friends in fall river

scapegoat
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your life lives half a nation away, my heart hurts so.
i believe letting you go was the biggest mistake of my life.
what did i do?
alone and confused.
what can i say?
what can i do?

i’m heading the wrong way home.
knowing alone is alone.
it’s just too difficult to be just me instead of we.
what did i do?
alone and confused.
what can i say?
nothing.

i don’t know where to begin since you left me for him.
i don’t know where to begin and you left me for him.
i don’t want to start again, and i can’t be your friend.
i don’t know where to begin since you left me for him.

when broken is easily fixed

scapegoat
2003 yilinda cikan silverstein albumune ismini veren $arkidir.


i can resist
everything except temptation.
my body breaks
i’m intact inside.
my human instinct,
i can love unconditionally.

cross my heart and lie to you
(my conscience plagues at me, fills me with this despair)
failure within me.
promise you and let you down
(emotion conquers my soul, robs me of myself)
brings me to my knees.
follow me,
lead you astray
(nourish myself with fear, give me the pain to fail)
loathe myself to sleep.
your words kill me.

you can breathe without oxygen
and live without sorrow.
how i envy you,
though pity your ghost.
ignorance is bliss
i wish i could never love you.

cross my heart and lie to you
(my conscience plagues at me, fills me with this despair)
failure within me.
promise you and let you down
(emotion conquers my soul, robs me of myself)
brings me to my knees.
follow me,
lead you astray
(nourish myself with fear, give me the pain to fail)
loathe myself to sleep.
your words kill me.

so ironic that a heart made by man,
when broken is easily fixed.
when a human hurt can last a lifetime.

rust or decay.
the fire or the flame.
you and i will lead the path to change.
pave the way.

rust or decay.
the fire or the flame.
you and i will lead the path to change.
pave the way.

rust or decay.
the fire or the flame.
you and i will lead the path to change.
pave the way.
pave the way.
the way.


wish i could forget you

scapegoat
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you won’t repeat this,
for the rest, of the crowd.

i know, they will miss,
but you’ll still feel proud.
but you’ll still feel proud.

say it’s gold, say it’s fine.
the secrets out that you’re mine.
say it’s gold, say it’s fine.
the secrets out that you’re mine.

say it’s gold, say it’s fine.
the secrets out that you’re mine.

the television, radiates,
as the clock ticks,
on and on and on and, on and on and, on
it’s getting too late, and it’s time to move on.
it’s getting too late, and it’s time to move on.

the weak and the wounded

scapegoat
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the end begins
i can’t escape
as it pulls me
further into
anesthesia.
tear down my sense
of conviction
corrupt my soul
the end begins.

(in my eyes in my heart)

i, have laid upon a deadman’s bed,
only to fall into a trap of lies and seduction,
that rivals the greatest sense of love.

[chorus]

play it back until the voice becomes just a sound,
planishing your mind with all these images of you.

i have given up an angel’s kiss,
only to break apart your path of trust,
and burn myself down.
struggle to the end; i scare myself.

[chorus]

i’d give it all to have it back.
i could, have had it all
in front of you, all by myself.
love in my eyes, lust in my heart, i made it all up.
lies, deceit empowers me,
so it ends.

hear me out

scapegoat
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when everyone has left me here
i’ll make it on my own
just wait and see
maybe if you came back down
you’d see it happening to you
maybe you’d even care

hear me out
i don’t think you’ll make it out
hear me out
see the writing on the wall

burn your bridge and wear
your heart out on your sleeve
you know you won’t fool me
you made all these promises
you broke these promises to me
follow your heart this time

hear me out
i don’t think you’ll make it out
hear me out
see the writing on the wall

did you mean all those things you said? (said)
even when you said you’d never change
writing you letters you never read (read)
waste my breath on paper

when you reflect
do you get that feeling
like you used to?
and everytime you run away
i know you still have memories

now that you’ve left
makes me feel like
i’m gone
you did all these things i hated

so hear me out
i don’t think you’ll make it out
hear me out
see the writing on the wall


bleeds no more

scapegoat
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my heart bleeds no more
now, it’s been turned to stone.
your stomach feels sick for someone else.
i’ve broken both my legs falling for you.
drag me on the ground.

powerless i stand,
tarnished blade,
cutting through,
pushed into my vein.
blood still stains my hands.
sharpening in my sense of pain outside.

my heart bleeds no more.
now, it’s been turned to stone.
you’re stomach feels sick for someone else.
i’ve broken both my legs falling for you.
drag me on the ground.
killing everything off inside.
make sense of everything you tried to hide,
hide from me.

my heart bleeds no more;
now, it’s been turned to stone.
my stomach feels sore from cutting up.
i ruined all my sanctity for you.
smash me on the ground.

i wanted to, convince myself there’s nothing else to do.
i wanted to, provide you with proof of what you put me through.
i wanted to, pretend that it was you.
(you’re the worst thing that ever happened to me.)


now!


killing everything off inside.
make sense of everything you tried to hide, hide from me.
my heart bleeds no more;
now, it’s been turned to stone.
you’re stomach feels sick for someone else.
i’ve broken both my legs falling for you.
smash me on the ground.

last days of summer

scapegoat
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the bright light beams
from her eyes
like broken glass
or a broken heart
who would have guessed
you’d leave me here
beneath my eyes
i feel the tears
i hold back

i won’t leave
leave this way again
i won’t leave this way

as my legs
they start to shake
i feel nothing
i wanted you
i needed you
but you weren’t there
for me this time
not for me

i won’t leave
leave this way again
i won’t leave this way

you
that i loved
that i needed
you weren’t there
not this time
you

what can i do?
i was supposed to love you
what can i do?
i won’t leave
what can i do?
i was supposed to love you
i cannot feel you

last breath i feel
warm air intake
the last summer’s day
last one i take

i won’t leave this way
lost it all for you
when the shadows beam
misery remains
i won’t leave this time

november

scapegoat
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{verse}
fragile leaves hit the ground.
the cold air drifts into my lungs.
i see your face through the fog.
reminds me of the dreams you lost.

{chorus}
i can see it in your eyes.
you’re broken down;
your hands are tied.
i can feel it in my side.
over and over and over i’ve tried.

i can see it in your eyes
you’re broken down; your hands are tied.
and i know you cannot hide.
over and over and over i’ve tried.


{verse}
it broke my heart. (it felt so good to see you.)
i’ve never been one to (put my trust in.)
when did i become so weak, (or have i always been?)
i can’t put all this back in place.

{chours}
i can see it in your eyes.
you’re broken down;
your hands are tied.
i can feel it in my side.
over and over and over i’ve tried.

i can see it in your eyes
you’re broken down; your hands are tied.
and i know you cannot hide.
over and over and over i’ve tried.

{verse}
this gaping hole in my chest is filled with deceit.


{scream/verse}
i fear that all my cries fell upon deaf ears.
i caress flesh with severed nerves.
i go veiled in darkness and disease.
this november swallows me whole.
and this might be the closest thing that you’ll ever receive to an apology.


i close my eyes and i can see your dead.(4)

giving up

scapegoat
silversteinin when broken is easily fixed albumunun en iyi $arkilarindan biridir.


i used to make the light shine for you
the sun has left my sky
velvet walls surround my sorrows
i’ve sacrificed my pride

giving up on me (giving up on me)
you’re giving up on me (giving up on me)
giving up on me (giving up on me)
you’re giving up on me


i’ve laid myself to sleep tonight
i know you’ve played out everything in your mind
and now you throw it all away
a shattered memory that you would stay through thick and thin with me


you’re giving up on
giving up on me (giving up on me)
you’re giving up on me (giving up on me)
giving up on me (giving up on me)
you’re giving up on me

i’ve laid myself to sleep tonight
i know you’ve played out everything in your mind (your mind)
and now you throw it all away
a shattered memory that you would stay through thick and thin with me

and when you feel the pain
i’m wishing i could stay
how can i say i love you back?
you never made me happy

you’ve laid yourself to sleep
i never said this wouldn’t hurt
you gave up everything
i never said i’d give it back

i know you’ll never change
i won’t be good enough for you
i know you’ll make it through
i’ll never be around to see

and now you throw it all away
a shattered memory that you would stay through thick and thin with me

you’re giving up on me
you’re giving up on me
you’re giving up on me
you’re giving up on me


red light pledge

scapegoat
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the endings the same,
past mistakes that you made,
come back to; haunt you.
i made a mistake;
i wish i could take back everything that i did.
i wanted to tell you, i really did.
but how do i explain this?

[chorus]
promise me you will be there until the red light will change,
i would wait forever.
promise me you will stay here until the darkness will fade,
i’d wait for you,
you.

a mistake,
wish i could take,
back everything,
that i did.
i wanted to tell you, i really did.
but how do i explain?

(i wanted to tell you, what really happened, how do i explain this? how do i explain everything?)

[chrous]

all this time, and i’m all on my own,
awake,
(wait for you)
all this time, all on my own, by myself,
(wait for you)
myself
(for you, wait for you)

smashed into pieces

scapegoat
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never again.
i’ll slit my throat with the knife i pulled out of my spine.
maybe when you find out that i’m dead,
you’ll realize what you did to me.

[chorus]
and if my lungs still let me breathe,
would you be there for me?
if i can make myself believe,
i’ll give you back what you took out.

no, i won’t let it go.
douse myself in gasoline
so don’t save me when you come into the fire.
i’d rather die than have to see your smile.

and if my lungs still let me breathe,
would you be there for me?
if i can make myself believe,
i’ll give you back what you took away.

you made me swear
you made me swear
i, i can’t sleep.
realize all these things that you took from me.
smash my heart (you made me swear)
into dust (you made me swear)
suffocate my mind (you made me swear)
tear at me from inside (you made me swear)
smash apart what you created.
how can i ever stop you from crushing my soul?
it was it was yours, yours to begin with.

(included in the new version)
all, i can think of, is my love for you
and all the fun times we shared together
as i end what i created
( ------------------------- )

and if my lungs still let me breathe,
will you be there for me?
if i can make myself believe,
i’ll give you back what you took away





discovering the waterfront

scapegoat
silversteinin 16 agustos 2005 tarihinde piyasaya surulen 2. albumudur. benim kanaatime gore o sene cikan en iyi albumlerden birisidir.11 $arkinin hic biri insani sikmaz, en az 6si da hit olabilme kapasitesine sahiptir.

$arki listesi;

1. your swords vs my dagger
2. smile in your sleep
3. the ides of march
4. fist wrapped in blood
5. discovering the waterfront
6. defend you
7. my heroine
8. always and never
9. already dead
10. three hours back
11. call it karma

when broken is easily fixed

scapegoat
silversteinin 2003 yilinin 20 mayis gununde, victory records adli $irket ile i$birligiyle cikarttigi albumudur. albumdeki $arkilarin toplam uzunlugu 38dk 38sn dir yani biraz kisa bir albumdur.

$arki listesi;

1. smashed into pieces
2. red light pledge
3. giving up
4. november
5. last days of summer
6. bleeds no more
7. hear me out
8. the weak and the wounded
9. wish i could forget you
10. when broken is easily fixed
11. friends in fall river
12. forever and a day
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