boyle bir sey yok ama olsaydi annem beni gotururdu sanirim. agzi bozuk sahsiyet icin uygundur.
bana oyle oldugumu soyleyen bir takim insanlar var.
(bkz: agzini tamire goturmek)
(bkz: agzini tamire goturmek)
genellikle kici lavaboya dayali bir kadin ve aynada kendini duzelten bir baska kadin arasinda gecen
- ya o gerizekaaali bana yaziyo galbaaa
- biliyo musun xi gormusler gecen yolda ayakkabilari iireaancmis
gibi dialoglar bulunan,kadinin bol bulundugu her yer gibi bende nefret uyandiran, hemen cisimi yapip kactigim mekanlardir.
makyaj yapan, sacina kicina bakan bi dolu kari kiz vardir. sutyen duzeltilir, corap cekilir, orkid belli oluyo mu diye bakilir, bisiler bisiler..
- ya o gerizekaaali bana yaziyo galbaaa
- biliyo musun xi gormusler gecen yolda ayakkabilari iireaancmis
gibi dialoglar bulunan,kadinin bol bulundugu her yer gibi bende nefret uyandiran, hemen cisimi yapip kactigim mekanlardir.
makyaj yapan, sacina kicina bakan bi dolu kari kiz vardir. sutyen duzeltilir, corap cekilir, orkid belli oluyo mu diye bakilir, bisiler bisiler..
eti marka igrenc reklamli biskuvi.
(bkz: bagislamak)
mutlaka dinlenmesi gereken muzik grubu. adamlar yapmis resmen. muzik yapmis. dinleyelim diye.
"kelimeler degil eylem" manasina gelir, iyidir.
agda salonlari
kadinlar hamami
kadinlar matinesi (makinist, biletci falan erkek olabilir tabi ama..)
kadynlar tuvaleti
kadinlar hamami
kadinlar matinesi (makinist, biletci falan erkek olabilir tabi ama..)
kadynlar tuvaleti
genelde hapiste yatan insanlara soylendigine rastladigim ama nerede rastladigimi cikaramadigim cumle.
acmayacagim dedigim ama acildigini gorunce hemen gelip altina entry girmeye basladigim baslik. benim ev icerisinde cigligimdir uc gundur kendileri. beni allah kurtarsin.
kadinlar her yere girmeye basladigi icin sayilari oldukca dusmus, eskiden altina rahatlikla oto sanayi yazabilecekken artik sanayide bile bayan sekreter calistiran yerler oldugunu dusunup vazgectigim, soyu tukenmekte olup koruma altina alinmasi gerektigini dusundugum mekanlar. pek yakinda erkek erkege kavramini hepten ortadan kaldiracak olan gidisatta elde kalan son mekanlar.
ankarada benim cocuklugumun gectigi semt adi.
(bkz: hic kadin olmayan mekanlar)
dedem gotururdu beni kucukken, yenimahallede calikusuydu adi, muz ezer toz sekerle karistirirlardi bir de helvayi limonla bir sey yaparlardi, harikaydi. cok sigara kokardi, hic kadin olmazdi, hic kadin olmayan bir suru yer gibi cok sevdigim bir mekandi.
eskiden de mi bu kadar yavasti yoksa gittikce daha da mi yavasladi diye dusunduren, adsl yok diye aglatan, beni sozlugumden koparan baglanti. "allah canini alsin dial up" diye baslik acma istegi dogurdu ama yapmayacagim ben bunu.
bilgiç kisinin yazdiklarina, actigi basliklara, altlarina girdigi entrylere bakarak karakteri hakkinda fikir yurutme cabasi olup, bana uygulandiginda oldukca yanlis sonuclar dogurdugunu izleme firsatim bir kac defa olmus durumdur. nitekim entryler arasinda sadece komik ya da terbiyesiz olanlar secilip, mitolojik, tarihi, felsefi ya da edebi olanlarin da bir o kadar bulunmasina aldiris edilmeksizin fikir yurutulmeye calisilmistir. entryden karakter tahlili mumkun olmayan bir ise isaret etmekte olup el fali bakilmasi daha uygun olur diye de eklenebilir.
inanilmaz guzel bir portishead sarkisi.
ohh, cant anybody see
weve got a war to fight
never found our way
regardless of what they say
how can it feel, this wrong
from this moment
how can it feel, this wrong
storm.. in the morning light
i feel
no more can i say
frozen to myself
i got nobody on my side
and surely that aint right
and surely that aint right
ohh, cant anybody see
weve got a war to fight
never found our way
regardless of what they say
how can it feel, this wrong
from this moment
how can it feel, this wrong
how can it feel, this wrong
this moment
how can it feel, this wrong
ohh, cant anybody see
weve got a war to fight
never found our way
regardless of what they say
how can it feel, this wrong
from this moment
how can it feel, this wrong
ohh, cant anybody see
weve got a war to fight
never found our way
regardless of what they say
how can it feel, this wrong
from this moment
how can it feel, this wrong
storm.. in the morning light
i feel
no more can i say
frozen to myself
i got nobody on my side
and surely that aint right
and surely that aint right
ohh, cant anybody see
weve got a war to fight
never found our way
regardless of what they say
how can it feel, this wrong
from this moment
how can it feel, this wrong
how can it feel, this wrong
this moment
how can it feel, this wrong
ohh, cant anybody see
weve got a war to fight
never found our way
regardless of what they say
how can it feel, this wrong
from this moment
how can it feel, this wrong
unable so lost
i cant find my way
been searching, but i have never seen
a turning, a turning from deceit
cos the child roses like
try to reveal what i could feel
i cant understand myself anymore
but i m still feeling lonely
feeling so unholy
cos the child roses like
try to reveal what i could feel
but this loneliness
it just wont leave me alone
im fooling somebody
a faithless path to roam
deceiving to breath this secretly
this silence, a silence i cant bear
cos the child roses like
try to reveal what i could feel
and this loneliness
it just wont leave me alone
and this loneliness,
it just wont leave me alone, ohh no
a lady of war
a lady of war
(bkz: portishead)
i cant find my way
been searching, but i have never seen
a turning, a turning from deceit
cos the child roses like
try to reveal what i could feel
i cant understand myself anymore
but i m still feeling lonely
feeling so unholy
cos the child roses like
try to reveal what i could feel
but this loneliness
it just wont leave me alone
im fooling somebody
a faithless path to roam
deceiving to breath this secretly
this silence, a silence i cant bear
cos the child roses like
try to reveal what i could feel
and this loneliness
it just wont leave me alone
and this loneliness,
it just wont leave me alone, ohh no
a lady of war
a lady of war
(bkz: portishead)
biskuvi manasina gelen portishead sarkisi olup sozleri de su sekildedir;
im lost, exposed
stranger things will come your way
its just im scared
got hurt along time ago
i cant make myself heard no matter how hard i scream
ohh sensation
sin, slave of sensation
full fed yet i still hunger
torn inside
haunted i tell myself, yet i still wander
down, inside, its tearing me apart
ohh sensation
sin, slave of sensation
ohh sensation
sin, slave of sensation
at last, relief
a mothers son has left me sheer
the shores i seek
are crimson tastes devine
i cant make myself heard, no matter how hard i scream
ohh sensation
sin slave of sensation
im lost, exposed
stranger things will come your way
its just im scared
got hurt along time ago
i cant make myself heard no matter how hard i scream
ohh sensation
sin, slave of sensation
full fed yet i still hunger
torn inside
haunted i tell myself, yet i still wander
down, inside, its tearing me apart
ohh sensation
sin, slave of sensation
ohh sensation
sin, slave of sensation
at last, relief
a mothers son has left me sheer
the shores i seek
are crimson tastes devine
i cant make myself heard, no matter how hard i scream
ohh sensation
sin slave of sensation
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