angelus

ilhan irem şarkısı. şöyle ki;

saçların sarmaşıklar
daldan dala uzanan
uçuyorum dallarda
başımda sonsuz zaman

bilmeden yeşilliğine
düşmüş bir damlayım ben
tüm dünyanın kökünde
her şeyin kaynağı sen

sensisizliğe sığınmış
bu çitler bu kulübe
artık bizi unutmuş
bahçemizdeyim yine

şu karşıki yokuştan
üç – beş tembel kuştan
başka kimse yok artık

şu karşıki yokuştan
çığlık çığlık çağlayan
cıvıl cıvıl sevgimiz
seslerimiz yok artık

yalnızca yokluğunla
yıkılmayan bir bahçe
saçların sarmaşıklar
kolların tahta perde

bir sensizlik bir de ben
bir de gece
yürüyoruz sessizce

baharlar gitmiş
takılıp karanlığın pençelerine
baharlar gitmiş
seninle... tükenmişliğimle
yıldırımlar dökülüyor
yapraklar dökülüyor
sensizlik dökülüyor
sicim sicim gözlerime...

özünde iyi olan ve fakat çevresinde bulunan bi takım yaramaz insanlara uyduğu için kötü olarak kabul edilen bireyleri nedendir bilinmez temize çıkartmak adına kullanılan koca bir yalandır. çevresi kötü ise x de bu kötü bireylere uydu ise x de kötüdür a.k. ha yok değilse niye çevresine uymuşdur, yüce rabbim akıl vermiş, irade vermiş, şunu vermiş bunu vermiş, bi ton özellik vermiş ki "ulan bu insanı yarattık ama herşeyi de benden beklemesin, doğruyu yanlışı kendi bulsun" diye. ee peki bu durumda sen her türlü ski yapacaksın, edeceksin, yemediğin bok kalmayacak ondan sonra arkandan "x iyiydi de cevresi kotuydu" diyecez...yok öyle bişey a.k. adam ol, efendi ol da arkandan "vay be ne şahane bi adamdı, ne leziz bi kişilikti" desinler. evet.

ps: x izafi bir bireydir, dileyen dilediğini geçirmekte sonuna kadar hürdür.

iron maiden ın a matter of life and death albümünde bulunan kapanış parçası. şöyle ki;

tell you a thing
that you ought to know
two minutes of your time
then on you go

tell tale of the men
all dressed in black
that most of them
not coming back

sent off to war
to play little games
and on their return
can’t name no names

some strange yellow gas
has played with their minds
has reddened their eyes
removed all the lies

and strange as it souns
death knows no bounds
how many get well
only time will tell
only time will tell

you lie in your death bed now
but what did you bring to the table
brought us only holy sin
utter trust is a deadly thing

to the prayer of holy peace
we didn’t know what was lying underneath
so how could we be such fools
and to think we thought you the answer

i can’t begin to understand in all the lies
but on your death bed i can see it in your eyes
just as clear as all the sweat upon your brow
it realy makes sense i can clearly see it now

tangled up in a web of lies
could have been away from prophesise
unaware of the consequence
not aware of the secrets that you kept

nothing that we could believe
to reveal the facade of faceless men
not a thing tat we could foresee
now a sing that would tell us the outcome

you had us all strung out with
promises of peace
but all along your cover plan was to decieve
can it put to rights now only time will tell
your prohpecies will send us all to hell as well

left to all our golden sons
all to pick up on the peace
you could have given all of them
a little chance.....at least

take the world to a better place
given them all just a little hope
just think what a legacy
you know......will leave

we seem destined to live in fear
and some that would say armageddon is near
but where there’s a life while there’s no hope
that man won’t self destruct

why can’t we treat our fellow men
with more respect and a shake of their hands
but anger and loathing is rife
the death on all side is
becoming a way of life

we live in a undertain world
fear understanding and ignorance
is leading to death
only the corpses are left
for voltures they pray on their bones

but some are just not wanting peace
their whole life is death and misery
the only thing that they know
fight fire with fire life is cheap

but if they do stop to think
that man is teetering right on the brink
but do you think that they care
they benefit from death and pain and despair

iron maiden ın a matter of life and death albümünde bulunan parçası. şöyle ki;


there are secrets that you keep
there are secrets that you keep
there are secrets that you tell to me alone
i can’t reach things i can’t see
you don’t see this strange world
quite the same as me
don’t deny me what i am
nothing hidden still you fail to see the truth
those are things you can’t reveal
those are things you can’t reveal

we are part of some strange plan
why the slaughter of brotherhood of man
infernal sacrifice of hell
fire broathing lead the way
mounds of bodies as they all burn into one
revenge is living in the past
time to look into a new millenium

path leads through the maze
down into the fiery underworld below
fire broathing lead the way
lucifer was just an angel led astray

free your soul and let it fly
give your life to the lord of light
keep your secrets and rain on me
all i see are mysteries

free your soul and let it fly
give your life to the lord of light
keep your secrets and rain on me
all i see are mysteries

we are not worthy in your black
and blazing eyes
we gather demons in the mirror every day
the bridge of darkness casts
a shadow on us all
and all our sins to you we give this day

others wait their turn
their lives were meant to last
use yours wisely as the light is fading fast
free your soul and let it fly
mine was caught i couldn’t try
time returns again to punish all of us

we are cast out by our bloody fathers hand
we are strangers in this lonely promised land
we are the shadows of the one unholy ghost
in our nightmare world in only one we trust

free your soul and let it fly
give your life to the lord of light
keep your secrets and rain on me
all i see are mysteries

iron maiden ın a matter of life and death albümünde bulunan parçası. şöyle ki;

are you a man of peace
or man of holy war
too many sides to you
don’t know wich anymore
so many full of life
but also filled with pain
don’t know just how many
will live to breathe again

a life that’s made to breathe
desctruction of defense
a mind thats vain corruption
bad or good intent
a wolf in sheeps clothing
or saintly or sinner
or some that would believe
a holy war winner

they fire off many shols
and many parling blows
their actions beyond a reasoning
only god would know
and as he lies in heaven
or it could be in hell
i feel he’s somewhere here
or looking from below
but i don’t know, i don’t know

please tell me now what life is
please tell me now what love is
well tell me now what war is
again tell me what life is

more pain and misery in the history of mankind
sometimes it seems more like
the blind leading the blind
it brings upon us more famine, death and war
you know religion has a lot to answer for

please tell me now what life is
please tell me now what love is
well tell me now what war is
again tell me what life is

and as they search to find the bodies in the sand
they find its ashes that are
scattered acros the land
and as their spirits seem to whistle in the wind
a shot is fired somewhere another war begins

and all becouse of it you’d think
that we would learn
but still the body count the city fires burn
somewhere ther’s someone dying
in a foreign land
meanwhile the world is crying stupidity of man
tell me why, tell me why

please tell me now what life is
please tell me now what love is
well tell me now what war is
again tell me what life is

please tell me now what life is
please tell me now what love is
well tell me now what war is
again tell me what life is

for the greater good of god

please tell me now what life is
please tell me now what love is
well tell me now what war is
again tell me what life is

please tell me now what life is
please tell me now what love is
well tell me now what war is
again tell me what life is

for the greater good of god

he gave his life for us he fell upon the cross
to die for all of those who never mour his loss
it wasn’t meant for us to feel the pain again
tell my why, tell me why

iron maiden ın a matter of life and death albümünde bulunan parçası. şöyle ki;

let me tell you ’bout my life
let me tell you ’bout my dreams
let me tell you ’bout the things that happen, all is real to me
let me tell you of my hope, of my need to reach the sky
let me take you on an awkward journey, let me tell you why
let me tell you why

why should these curses be laid upon me
i won’t be forgiven ’til i can break free
what did i do to deserve all this guilt
pay for my sins, for the sale of my soul

demons are trapped, all inside of my head
my hopes of god, reach for heaven from hell
my sins are many
my guilt is too heavy
the question of knowing, of how then what i know?

i’m able to see things, things that i don’t wanna see
the lies of a thousand souls weigh heavy down on me

i know they’re crying for help, reaching out
the burden of them will take me down as well
the sin of a thousand souls knocked out in vain
reincarnation of me, live again

someone to save me
something to save me from myself
to bring salvation
to exorcise this hell
someone to save me
something to save me from myself
to bring salvation
to exorcise this hell

someone to save me
something to save me from my hell
our destination, away from this nightmare
someone to save me
something to save me from myself
to bring salvation
to exorcise this hell

iron maiden ın a matter of life and death albümünde bulunan parçası. şöyle ki;

hold a halo round the world
golden is the day
princes of the universe
your burden is the way
so there is no better time
who will be born today
a gypsy child at day break
a king for a day

out of the shadows and into the sun
dreams of the past as the old ways are done
oh there is beauty and surely there is pain
but we must endure it, to live again

dusty dream in fading daylight
flicker on the walls
nothing new, your life’s a drift
what purpose to it all?
eyes are closed and death is calling
reaching out his hand
call upon the starlight to surround you

out of the shadows and into the sun
dreams of the past as the old ways are done
oh there is beauty and surely there is pain
but we must endure it, to live again

out of the shadows and into the sun
dreams of the past as the old ways are done
oh there is beauty and surely there is pain
but we must endure it, to live again

out of the shadows and into the sun
dreams of the past as the old ways are done
oh there is beauty and surely there is pain
but we must endure it, to live again

out of the shadows and into the sun
dreams of the past as the old ways are done
oh there is beauty and surely there is pain
but we must endure it, to live again

a man who cast no shadows has no soul

iron maiden ın a matter of life and death albümünde bulunan parçası. şöyle ki;

in the gloom the gattering strom abates
in the ships gimlet eyes await
the call to arms to hammer all the gates
to blow them wide throw evil to its fate

all summers long the drill to build the machine
to turn men from flesh and blood to steel
from paper soldiers to bodies on the beach
from summer sands to armageddon’s reach

overlord, your master not your god
the enemy coast dawning grey with scud
these wretched souls puking, shaking fear
to take a bullet for those who sent them here

the world’s alight, the cliffs erupt in flames
no escape, remorseless shrapnel rains
drowning men no chance for a warriors fate
a choking death, enter hells gates

sliding we go, only fear on our side
to the edge of the wire
and we rush with the tide
oh the water is red
with the blood of the dead
but i’m still alive, pray to god i survive

how long on this longest day
’til we finally make it through
how long on this longest day
’til we finally make it through

the rising dead, faces bloated torn
they are relieved, the living wait their turn
your number’s up, the bullet’s got your name
you still go on, to hell and back again

valhalla waits, valkyries rise and fall
the warrior tombs lie open for us all
a ghostly hand reaches through the veil
blood and sand, we will prevail

sliding we go, only fear on our side
to the edge of the wire
and we rush with the tide
oh the water is red
with the blood of the dead
but i’m still alive, pray to god i survive

how long on this longest day
’til we finally make it through
how long on this longest day
’til we finally make it through

iron maiden ın a matter of life and death albümünde bulunan parçası. şöyle ki;

the keys to death and hell
the ailing kingdom doomed to fail
the bonds of sin and heart will break
the pilgrims course will take

quelling the devils might
and ready for eternal fight
aching limbs and fainting soul
holy battles take their toll

liberty and hope divine
changing the water into wine
so to you we bid farewell
kingdom of heaven to hell

spirit holy life eternal
raise me up take me home
pilgrim sunrise pagan sunset
onward journey begun

to courage find and gracious will
deliver good from ill
clean the water clean our guilt
with us do what you will

then will my judge appear
bear no false angel that i hear
for only then i will confess
to my eternal hell

now give us our holy sign
changing the water into wine
so to you we bid farewell
kingdom of heaven to hell

spirit holy life eternal
raise me up take me home
pilgrim sunrise pagan sunset
onward journey begun

now give us our holy sign
changing the water into wine
so to you we bid farewell
kingdom of heaven to hell

spirit holy life eternal
raise me up take me home
pilgrim sunrise pagan sunset
onward journey begun

iron maiden ın a matter of life and death albümünde bulunan parçası. şöyle ki;

we are not the sons of god
we are not his chosen people now
we have crossed the path he frod
we will feel the pain of his beginning

shadow fingers rise above
iron fingers stab the desert sky
oh behold the power of man
oh its tower, ready for the fall

knocking heads together well
raise a city, build a living hell
join the race of suicide
listen for the tolling of the bell

out of the universe, a strange life is born
unholy union, trinity reformed

yellow sun, its evil twin
in the black the wings deliver him
we will split our souls within
atom seed to nuclear dust is riven

out of the universe, a strange life is born
unholy union, trinity reformed

out of the darkness
brighter then a thousand suns
out of the darkness
brighter then a thousand suns
out of the darkness
brighter then a thousand suns
out of the darkness
brighter then a thousand suns

bury your morals and bury your dead
bury your head in the sand
e=mc squared you can relate
how we made god with our hands

whatever would robert have said to his god
about how we made war with the sun
e=mc squared you can relate
how we made god with our hands

all nations are rising
through acid veils of love and hate
chain letters of satan
uncertainty leads us all to this
all nations are rising
through acid veils of love and hate
cold fusion and fury

divide and conquer while you may
other preach and others fall and pray
in the bunkers where we’ll die
there are executioners they lie

bombers launch with no recall
minutes warning of the missile fall
take a look at your last sky
guessing you won’t have the time to cry

out of the universe, a strange life is born
unholy union, trinity reformed

out of the darkness
out of the darkness
out of the darkness
brighter then a thousand suns
out of the darkness
brighter then a thousand suns
out of the darkness
brighter then a thousand suns
out of the darkness
brighter then a thousand suns
out of the darkness
brighter then a thousand suns

holy father we have sinned

iron maiden ın a matter of life and death albümünde bulunan parçası. şöyle ki;

it’s the same in every country
when you say you’re leaving
left behind the loved ones
waiting silent in their homes

why you’re going
there’s adventure
others only dream of
when the dream of this is real
and so you go to war

for the passion
for the glory
for the memories
for the money
your a soldier
for your country
what’s the difference?
all the same

far away form the land of our birth
we fly our flag in some foreign earth
we sail away like our fathers before
these colours don’t run, from cold bloody war

going down in flames
no charade of certain death you look it in the eye
on the shores of tyranny
you crash the human wave
heading for the freedom with your lonely unmarked graves

for the passion
for the glory
for the memories
for the money
four a soldier
for your country
what’s the difference?
all the same

far away form the land of our birth
we fly our flag in some foreign earth
we sail away like our fathers before
these colours don’t run, from cold bloody war

woah oaahh oaaah
woah oaahh oaaah oaahhh
woah oaahh oaaah
woah oaahh oaaah

woah oaahh oaaah
woah oaahh oaaah oaahhh
woah oaahh oaaah
woah oaahh oaaah

far away form the land of our birth
we fly our flag in some foreign earth
we sail away like our fathers before
these colours don’t run, from cold bloody war

far away form the land of our birth
we fly our flag in some foreign earth
we sail away like our fathers before
these colours don’t run, from cold bloody war
these colours don’t run, from cold bloody war

iron maiden, a matter of life and death albümünün açılış parçası. şöyle ki;

you lead me on the path
keep showing me the way
i feel a little lost
a little strange today.

i think i’ll take ahold
of whatever comes my way
then we’ll see what happens
take it day by day

i thought i had it all
i had it all worked out
just what the future held
that there would be no doubt

but then the card came up
and i took another turn
but i don’t know if it’s forever that i run

tell me what you can hear
and then tell me what you see
everybody has a different way to view the world
i would like you to know when you see the simple things
to appreciate this life it’s not too late to learn

don’t wanna be here
somewhere i’d rather be
but when i get there
i’m afraid it’s not for me

tell me what you can hear
and then tell me what you see
everybody has a different way to view the world
i would like you to know, when you see the simple things
to appreciate this life, it’s not too late to learn

tell me what you can hear
and then tell me what you see
everybody has a different way to view the world
i would like you to know, when you see the simple things
to appreciate this life, it’s not too late to learn

don’t wanna be here
somewhere i’d rather be
but when i get there
i’m afraid it’s not for me

don’t know what i want
or where i want to be
feeling more confused
the more the days go by

gerçekleştiren bireye en çok acı veren, en etkili intihar yöntemidir. sürecin bitmesi için yılların geçmesi gerekmektedir. yıllarca sürebilen aynı acı.

monogami vardır tersi için.

son derece gereksiz msn messenger eklentisi.

x: bu ibneler hic eski entryleri okumaz mi ?
y: hımm yıl 2004, ekim ayı...
x: tamam tamam a.k.

"ama rüzgarım pes etti
işte şimdi sıra bizde"

(bkz: digiturk reklamlarinda kullanilan koltuk)

lacrimosa şaheseri. şöyle ki;

ich verlasse heut’ dein herz
verlasse deine nähe
die zuflucht deiner arme
die wärme deiner haut
wie kinder waren wir
spieler - nacht für nacht
dem spiegel treu ergeben
so tanzten wir bis in den tag

ich verlasse heut’ dein herz
verlasse deine nähe

ich verlasse deine tränen
verlasse was ich hab’
ich anbefehle heut dein herz
dem leben - der freiheit
und der liebe
so bin ich ruhig -
da ich dich liebe!

im stillen
lass ich ab von dir
der letzte kuss - im geist verweht
was du denkst bleibst du mir schuldig
was ich fühle das verdanke ich dir
ich danke dir für all die liebe
ich danke dir in ewigkeit

ich verlasse heut’ dein herz
verlasse deine liebe
ich verlasse dein herz
dein leben - deine küsse
deine wärme - deine nähe -
deine zärtlichkeit