the way i am

eminem’in intiharlik sarkisi. sozleri soole:

[eminem]
whatever..
dre, just let it run
aiyyo turn the beat up a little bit
aiyyo.. this song is for anyone.. fuck it
just shut up and listen, aiyyo..

i sit back with this pack of zig zags and this bag
of this weed it gives me the shit needed to be
the most meanest mc on this -- on this earth
and since birth i’ve been cursed with this curse to just curse
and just blurt this berserk and bizarre shit that works
and it sells and it helps in itself to relieve
all this tension dispensin these sentences
gettin this stress that’s been eatin me recently off of this chest
and i rest again peacefully (peacefully)..
but at least have the decency in you
to leave me alone, when you freaks see me out
in the streets when i’m eatin or feedin my daughter
to not come and speak to me (speak to me)..
i don’t know you and no,
i don’t owe you a mo-therfuck-in thing
i’m not mr. n’sync, i’m not what your friends think
i’m not mr. friendly, i can be a prick
if you tempt me my tank is on empty (is on empty)..
no patience is in me and if you offend me
i’m liftin you 10 feet (liftin you 10 feet).. in the air
i don’t care who is there and who saw me destroy you
go call you a lawyer, file you a lawsuit
i’ll smile in the courtroom and buy you a wardrobe
i’m tired of all you (of all you)..
i don’t mean to be mean but that’s all i can be is just me

[chorus: eminem]

and i am, whatever you say i am
if i wasn’t, then why would i say i am?
in the paper, the news everyday i am
radio won’t even play my jam
cause i am, whatever you say i am
if i wasn’t, then why would i say i am?
in the paper, the news everyday i am
i don’t know it’s just the way i am

[eminem]
sometimes i just feel like my father, i hate to be bothered
with all of this nonsense it’s constant
and, "oh, it’s his lyrical content -
- the song ’guilty conscience’ has gotten such rotten responses"
and all of this controversy circles me
and it seems like the media immediately
points a finger at me (finger at me)..
so i point one back at ’em, but not the index or pinkie
or the ring or the thumb, it’s the one you put up
when you don’t give a fuck, when you won’t just put up
with the bullshit they pull, cause they full of shit too
when a dude’s gettin bullied and shoots up his school
and they blame it on marilyn (on marilyn).. and the heroin
where were the parents at? and look where it’s at
middle america, now it’s a tragedy
now it’s so sad to see, an upper class ci-ty
havin this happenin (this happenin)..
then attack eminem cause i rap this way (rap this way)..
but i’m glad cause they feed me the fuel that i need for the fire
to burn and it’s burnin and i have returned

[chorus]

[eminem]
i’m so sick and tired of bein admired
that i wish that i would just die or get fired
and dropped from my label and stop with the fables
i’m not gonna be able to top on "my name is.."
and pigeon-holed into some pop-py sensation
to cop me rotation at rock’n’roll stations
and i just do not got the patience (got the patience)..
to deal with these cocky caucasians who think
i’m some wigger who just tries to be black cause i talk
with an accent, and grab on my balls, so they always keep askin
the same fuckin questions (fuckin questions)..
what school did i go to, what hood i grew up in
the why, the who what when, the where, and the how
’til i’m grabbin my hair and i’m tearin it out
cause they drivin me crazy (drivin me crazy).. i can’t take it
i’m racin, i’m pacin, i stand and i sit
and i’m thankful for ev-ery fan that i get
but i can’t take a shit, in the bathroom
without someone standin by it
no i won’t sign your autograph
you can call me an asshole i’m glad

[chorus (except change first word "and" to "cause")]

eminemin dinlemeye deger sayili sarkilarindan.

’cause they full of shit too when a dude’s gettin bullied and shoots up his school and they blame it on marilyn (on marilyn)’ kismiyla ne kadar duyarli ve meslektaslarini koruyan bir eleman oldugunu kanitliyor eminem. sevmem ama takdir ettim.
konuyu bilmeyenlere:
(bkz: bowling for a columbine)

ana johnson’in bir sarkisinin adidir.

the way i am

i’ve been messed up, tossed around
i’ve been flying high, just to get knocked down
i always kept my feet, on solid ground
i’m a sinner, i’m a saint
i’ve been creeping down the fast lane
i’ll rush this life, at my own pace

i’ll race you down the highway
so beat me, if you can
life’s the game, that i play

[chorus]
that’s the way i am
that’s the way life goes
this is who i wanna be
and that’s the way, it’s gonna be
that’s the way i am
and baby, this i know
in all of this insanity
i’m everything, i wanna be
that’s the way i am - yeah
that’s the way i am

i’m known to be wrong, when i’m right
i’m colourful, in black and white
i’m a beam of sunshine in the night
i’m a snob, i’m a sleaze
i can make a fire freeze
i come and go, just as i please

so baby, this is my way
to make you understand
life’s the game, that i play

[chorus]
that’s the way i am
that’s the way life goes
this is who i wanna be
and that’s the way, it’s gonna be
that’s the way i am
and baby, this i know
in all of this insanity
i’m everything, i wanna be
that’s the way i am - yeah (the way i am)
that’s the way i am (the way i am)

i’ve been messed up, tossed around
i’ve been flying high, just to get knocked down
i always kept my feet, on solid ground
i’m a sinner, i’m a saint
i’ve been creeping down the fast lane
i’ll rush this life, at my own pace

[chorus]
that’s the way i am
that’s the way life goes
this is who i wanna be
and that’s the way, it’s gonna be
that’s the way i am
and baby, this i know
in all of this insanity
i’m everything, i wanna be
that’s the way i am - yeah (the way i am)
that’s the way i am (the way i am)

that’s the way i am - yeah
that’s the way i am - alright (the way i am)

i’ve been messed up, tossed around
i’ve been knocked down
the rest is the way life is now
that’s the way i am

cok bi kastim, elimden geldigi kadar cevirdim, hayrini gorun. sadece ikinci nakarattan sonraki bosluk eksik. orda da gercek anlaminin disinda(sanirim argo) ve uzun cumleler kurmus, icinden bi turlu cikamadim. ayrica esere saygi ve adamin icindeki siddeti gostermek icin de kufurleri birebir cevirdim, kusura kalmayin...

[eminem]
her neyse
dre, baslat hadi
aiyyo sesi biraz ac
aiyyo.. bu sarki herkes icin... siktir
sadece ceneni kapa ve dinle, aiyyo..

bu dikis paketiyle arkama yaslaniyorum ve bu otun cantasi
bana bu - bu dunyanin en kaba mc si olmak icin gereken her bi boku veriyor
ve dogumumdan beri bu lanetle sadece lanetlemek icin lanetlendim
ve bu kudurmus ve garip pisligi yumurtlamak icin.
ve satiyor ve kendi kendini rahatlamatmakta yardim ediyor
tum bu gerilim bu cumleleri dagitiyor
son zamanlarda gogsumu yiyip bitiren bu bunalima surukluyor
ve sonra huzura kavusuyorum
ama en azindan beni rahat birakacak kadar terbiyeli ol
beni cildirttiginda, sokakta yemek yerken ya da kizimi beslerken,
bana gelip konusma!!
seni tanimiyorum, hayir,
ve sana hic bir si-kim borclu degilim
ben bay n’sync degilim, arkadaslarinin dusundugu adam degilim
bay dost canlisi degilim, beni ayartirsan
malafat olabilirim ve depom bo$
hic sabrim kalmadi ve bana saldirirsan
sana uc metre kaldiririm
kimin orda oldugu ya da seni yok ederken kimin gordugu umrumda degil
git ve bu avukat tut, bir dava ac
mahkemede sana gulumseyecegim ve sana bir dolap alacagim
hepinizden biktim
kaba olmak istemem ama tum yapabilecegim bu bu benim

[nakarat]
ve ben, sen ne dersen oyum
oyle olmasaydim, neden oyle oldugumu soyleyeyim ki?
her gun gazetede, haberlerde cikanim
$arkimi radyo bile calmiyor
cunku ben, sen ne dersen oyum
oyle olmasaydim, neden oyle oldugumu soyleyeyim ki?
her gun gazetede, haberlerde cikanim
bilmiyorum, sadece boyleyim

bazen kendimi babam gibi hissediyorum, rahatsiz edilmekten nefret ediyorum
tum bu sacmalikla degismez oldu bu
ve, "oh, hepsi onun sozleri-
sarkinin ’suclu bilinci’ boyle curuk tepkiler aliyor"
ve tum bu tartisma beni cevreliyor
ve gorunuyor ki aninda medya beni suclu gosteriyor
ben de geri onlari gosteriyorum ama parmaklarimla degil
benimki siklemedegin zaman gosterdigin,
onlarin bokuna malzeme olmadigin zaman gosterdigin, cunku onlar zaten bokla dolu.
elemanin biri teslim olmaya korkup okulunu ate$e verdiginde
marylin i sucluyorlar. ve eroin
anne babalar nerdeydi? bakin nerede
orta amerika, simdi bu bir trajedi oldu
ve gormesi cok dokunakli, yuksek kesim $ehrinin bunlari ya$adigini.
sonra eminem’e saldirin,ben rap’imi boyle yapiyorum diye.
ama mutluyum cunku benim ate$ime gerekli olan yakitla besliyorlar
ve o ate$ yaniyor ve beni ayakta tutuyor.

[nakarat]
ve ben, sen ne dersen oyum
oyle olmasaydim, neden oyle oldugumu soyleyeyim ki?
her gun gazetede, haberlerde cikanim
$arkimi radyo bile calmiyor
cunku ben, sen ne dersen oyum
oyle olmasaydim, neden oyle oldugumu soyleyeyim ki?
her gun gazetede, haberlerde cikanim
bilmiyorum, sadece boyleyim


insanlarin bana hayran olmasindan biktim usandim
oyle ki bir yerlerde olmek ya da kovulmak istiyorum
ve etiketimden kurtulup masallarin bitmesini istiyorum


ve bu ukala beyazlarla ugrasmaktan
aksanim ve surekli apis aramdaki elimle benim siyah olmaya calistigimi saniyorlar
boylece surekli ayni siktigim sorularini sorularini soruyorlar
hangi okula gittim, hangi mahallede buyudum,
neden, kim, ne , ne zaman, nerdeve sonra nasil
ta ki sacimi basimi yolana kadar
cunku beni cildirtiyorlar. artik dayanamiyorum
yarisiyorum , acele ediyorum, oturup kalkip
her bir hayranima tesekkur ediyorum
ama tuvaletin onunde biri beklemeden sicamiyorum
hayir sana imza vermeyecegim
bana ibne diyebilirsin, mutluyum

[nakarat]
ve ben, sen ne dersen oyum
oyle olmasaydim, neden oyle oldugumu soyleyeyim ki?
her gun gazetede, haberlerde cikanim
$arkimi radyo bile calmiyor
cunku ben, sen ne dersen oyum
oyle olmasaydim, neden oyle oldugumu soyleyeyim ki?
her gun gazetede, haberlerde cikanim
bilmiyorum, sadece boyleyim

nedense dilime ve aklima pek bir dolanmi$ $arki. msn de ne dinliyorum ozelliginde her daim yerini alan $arki oldu...

konserde eminemle birlikte marilyn manson’un söyledikleri bir şarkı.

ne yazıkki bir metalci bir hiphop konserinde sahneye çıkarsa sadece mal gibi oluyor.

eminem efendi tarihinin gelmiş geçmiş en iyi rapi bana kalırsa

birde timbaland tarafından söylenen şöyle bi şarkı vardır:
(bkz: the way i are)