i want to die

depresifliğin gözüne koymaya eşdeğer bir mortal love şarkısı.

i’m too tired of this life
all i need is my big sleep
you are so far away
you love someone else

another day passed me by
another day filled with pain
you are not here
you’re with someone else

i love you to death
you love someone else
so i just wanna die

create hate
i hate myself for loving you

i will not live

we have touched for the last time you are long gone in love with someone else
i now fear nothing but life itself and i have learned that living is just a slow way to die
i do not believe in life or in love anymore
the joy i feel are joys of the emptiness
i hate myself for loving you
the fear i feel has developed into a disease
noone can see the emptiness in my eyes
to escape life itself now seems the only solution
with relief
i look forward to letting go of the pain
finally there is peace in my soul
to lie dead without a concern, without a tear
with all my heart and life without you is so immensely painful
just to think of you talk about you dream of you
makes tears stream down on my face
i cannot imagine happiness without your beautiful smile, your angelic face, your wonderful body and your good heart
you are everything, i am nothing
i want to die but really i am already dead..

(bkz: i want to believe)

(bkz: i hate myself and want to die)

(bkz: nirvana)